The Horizon Habit

I recently relocated to Arizona. Some back story first, why the desert: Arizona is where I lived many years ago when I went to college, and I moved back to Minnesota (my home state) for grad school with the intent of always leaving again as soon as I was done with the program. Then I met the person that I thought would be my life partner...who I am now no longer with, and it freed me to go where I wanted again. I committed to a year lease, and that is something that I am now deeply struggling...